My 1st Experience Doing Research Alone...

I do admit....even doing a research is so complicated and need a strong patience...I still really like it. Dunno why...but for me its a fun challenge.

A Research actually make you a thinker. You have a question. And you want to find the answers. just like that..but the hard time when you need to go through all along the process to find the answers. And even you already got the answers, it may be right or may be wrong...a slight mistake...give a big effect.

Ohhh...I am a liar if I said that I don't get stress at all during my research process...it's really stress me out...specially when there are so much amendment to do...changing your title so frequent...still blur with your variables....your findings are rubbish...that sort of kinds really make me crazy for a while.

Maybe if we only see the pain doing it, so only that you will feel. So, why don't you see the other way around....you learn so much without realised it. I can feel that after my research fully finished...what a relieve...:) Its so hard to say but true...after I sacrificed so much....its done like I hope...not really the perfect one...but still just the way it should be...and the most important thing is I learned a lot..not just about the research process itself..but about our life...the real life.

All along the process....I am proud to think back that how independent I am...doing all alone. The first stage, the proposal. Look simple but this is a crucial part. This is the part for so much amendment....still blur for what you are doing this research....you don't have the question...so how can you get the answers. Meeting an advisor that you never know before at a place that you don't know how to get there....that's serious...huhhhhhh.

The second stage, the questionnaire. That's tough...asking others to fill up your questionnaire. Not every person just nice and cooperative. Make me think back, next time there are people ask for help...to fill in their questionnaire...I probably will..cause I know the feel if people rejected to help...thats not enough...plus some words that really hurt you come out from that people's mouth...feel like killing someone that time...hahaha but that really a good experience.

The third stage, the presentation. It is not really disturb your mind if you are well prepared and confident enough. But what happens if you just have your marathon, not get any sleep for two days..then the next morning there you are...your presentation. Ohhh...I just can't think...just talk what you want to talk...thats it...end of your presentation. Don't want to think about my marks...huhuhu.

The fourth stage, the final draft. If your findings have no problem at all...nothing will be bother you. Just proceed..luckily for me for this stage...just a slight amendment needed..but still took a few days to finish it...so stretching...huwaaarghhh.

Lastly, send everything,...your completed research....the reports...the cd's...everything needed...then I become a happy person..:)

If I need to make research again..I will...just learn from your mistake and improve yourself...that will do...thought it is a learning process in your life...what ever happens, don't forget to be happy...thats the only way to get out from your problem....chill:p

If I Were A Boy - Beyonce

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I'd roll outta bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted then go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

And I'd never get confronted for it.

Cause they'd stick up for me.

[Chorus:]

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man.

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taken you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful

Waitin' for me to come home (to come home)

[Chorus]

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake

Think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

[Chorus]

But you're just a boy

You don't understand

Yeah you don't understand

How it feels to love a girl someday

You wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you've taken her for granted

And everything you have got destroyed

But you're just a boy

When You Believe - Whitney Houston

Many nights we pray

With no proof anyone could here

In our hearts a hopeful song

We barely understood

Now we are not afraid

Although we know there’s much to fear

We were moving mountains long

Before we knew we could

(Chorus): There can be miracles

When you believe

Though hope is frail

It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles

You can achieve

When you believe somehow you will

You will when you believe

In this time of fear

When prayer so often proves in vain

Hope seems like the summer birds

Too swiftly flown away

And now I am standing here

My heart’s so full I can’t explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I’d say

(Chorus)

(Bridge): They don’t always happen when you ask

And it’s easy to give in to your fear

But when you’re blinded by your pain

Can’t see you way safe through the rain

Thought of a still resilient voice

Says love is very near

(Chorus)

Sonnet 18 - William Shakespeare

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?

Thou art more lovely and more temperate.

Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,

And summer's lease hath all too short a date:

Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,

And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;

And every fair from fair sometimes declines,

By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd;

But thy eternal summer shall not fade

Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow'st;

Nor shall Death brag thou wand'rest in his shade,

When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st.

So long as men can breathe, or eyes can see,

so long lives this,and this gives life to thee.

Take Time

Take time to think

It is the source of power

Take time to read

It is the foundation of wisdom

Take time to play

It is the secret of staying young

Take time to be quiet

It is the opportunity to seek God

Take time to love and be loved

It is God’s greatest gift

Take time to laugh

It is the music of the soul

Take time to be friendly

It is the road to happiness

Take time to dream

It is what the future is made of

Take time to pray

It is the greatest power on earth